Decision that you can't make.

Today the contractor who knows my family
for a long time has shown up in the evening
to discuss about making a new room for my Granny.

After 30 minutes of discussion eith me, my mom, and my aunt.
He asked my mom a very shocking question..
"How much do you love this house?"

He asked that cos he knows this house is collapsing slowly
cos its foundation ain't strong enough.
I know that's gonna happen pretty soon.
It's happening..now.

I understand how my mom feel.
She and her husband has built this house bricks by bricks
together.

But her last thing that reminds her of him is this house.
I can say that cos I feel the same way she does.
I fucking love this house, honestly.
But I couldn't really take care of it.

We're thinking about selling the house to my cousin
and buy a new one fromthe last location that we moved from.

Small house is not that bad to me.
But I love every goddamn thing in this house.
Lots of things happened, lots of memories.

If we decide to keep this house, more money will be spent
just to fix it. And it'll be endless.

What should we do?
What should I do?